Saturday, December 5, 2009

.online shopping - A PAIN IN the BUTT.

Sometimes, I loathes the whole technology thingy: Internet, text messages, social sites, etc.

Gone are the days when we used to write LETTERS to each other, etc.

I remember back then, I would wait by the post box every Monday cause that's when sweetheart's mail will be coming through, greetings cards , postcards, small lil gifts, or even flowers, some cash on some occasion :)

The joy of tearing those envelopes apart, priceless!

Nowadays, everything we do, we gotta do it fast, fast, FASTER.

No more handwritten letters :(

Anyhow, since time is what everyone has been complaining about, shopping too can be done online.

Don't wanna go into the whole pros and cons thingy, but the pain of getting shit stuffs through online shopping.

These are just part of clothes that I purchased online. I've purchased no less than 20 items. All of shit quality.

Enjoy my agony.



Pain in the butt #1.

The quality, the fabric, argh.



Pain in the butt #2.

This design, I got 3 of them. They look simple enough.

It's now my pajamas, I kept one for myself, rest for my siblings.



Pain in the butt #3.

It's a see through, the buttons are ridiculous!



Pain in the butt #4.

Exchanged piece.



Pain in the butt #5.

The colors are just..

Was a dress or some fancy tops before I exchanged it for this.



Pain in the butt #6.



Pain in the butt #7.

I could tear it apart effortlessly.




Pain in the butt #8.

Blood pressure on the rise.




Pain in the butt #9.



Pain in the butt #10.

It says in the site, this is one high quality piece. Quality, really?


Pain in the butt #11.

Referring to the 3/4 quarter pant.
Ok, too short for me.

I've got plenty dresses, lingeries, a few leggings and accessories, the qualities are just so superb I can cry.
Most of the shirts are exchange pieces cause all the original purchased are so poor in terms of fabrics, buttons, the sews on, etc, I had to exchange them for these instead. At least size is not gonna be a problem and worst to worst, they can be my sweet pjs :), which they already are now.

I went through one of my luggage yesterday, (yes, I kept some of my stuff in the luggage bags, I don't have a walk in wardrobe yet :( ) and found 2 dresses that I bought online stars ago.

They look hideous on first try, but not yesterday when I tried them on. Anyway, I think* Imma put them on and snap a pic of soon.
Normally dresses and pants purchased online are way too short for me. Grrr.

I've since (beginning of this year), promised myself that I shall not checked out online store.

But lately, since last week, I started it again. I want everything I put my eyes on! Grrr.

*Must have self control, must have self control*

This is to remind me that, no matter how gorgeous they may look on the pictures, the real thing has gotta be different. There are bound to be something wrong, whether it's the color, the size, something has gotta be wrong, so no buying online B!

Got it =D

.quick update.


*Hotel yang bintangnya tujuh, aku betul betul jatuh cinta*


Anyone read The Secret?

I just love December :)

All the Christmas decos, Christmas carols, everything Christmas makes me happpppy!


*Snapped by darls, they loooooooooook so beautiful*

I don't think I've ever celebrate Christmas on a Winter before. Have I?

Update on the lips. Sigh. Nevermai, I'm still bea-ti-ful :/


Seriously, I really wanted to get all the pictures done with, but the thing is, I have 3000 - 5000 or probably more pictures on my camera and some have not been converted yet. Too much of a good thing can be an annoyance. Every time I checked on them, gah, too much work.

I love my life and I'm gonna come up with a list of things I'm grateful for.

Bye.

******* UPDATE *******

Ps: Anyone been to Karnival Jom Heboh? How come they have so many of those?

Pss: Anyone watched HOT: Hot on two before? On air at Tv2, weekdays at 7am? That's one LOUSY show. I can't stand it, nothing like the TBS. The hosts are ^&(&@##, go watch and judge yourself.

Psss: A recent German research shows that men ogling at breasts for 10 minutes a day was equivalent to a 30 minutes gym workout. Was on the newspaper today but I've read about it elsewhere prior. Now I can't give 'em the fuck you when they stare can I? I'm curious though, 30 minutes of gym workout is equivalent to a lot of calories burned. Staring at one's boobs can burn calories ke?

Pssss: World Cup draws, fixtures are already out! I'm excited and can't wait for it :D I bought tons of WC-Brazil last time. This time I'm going hard out on them. I MUST WEAR things that I bought!

Psssss: Koo-Tan out :) Hey, they deserved it okay.

Pssssss: Davydenko won :/

Psssssss: Men men men men men!

Pssssssss: On 2 jobs at the moment, but this week, I'm having the T (time off, time out, timed!).

Psssssssss: Next year, am looking for a more permanent job/careeeeeeeer that will bring in FOOOOD, CLOTHES and SHELTER(!) and thank God (I love you), I've (again) found the perfect one! Finger crossed I get 'em. Gonna apply The Secret.

Psssssssssss: Lotsa outings coming up. Love yourself and you shall be loved =p

Pssssssssssss: Let's spread the love today!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

.freaking out!.

Oh nooooooooooo!! It's spreading.

Cam mana ni?

This morning when I woke up, I just knew somethings amiss!

It's the lips!

Argh, the other side was just healing, not completly but healing.

Now, the right side has started the whole process thingy that happened to the left.

I'm freaking out!

Morning, wasn't that visible. My housemates didn't suspect anything.

Noon, I started feeling it.

Now? Jesus Christ, it's HUGE!

I don't know what to do. My housemates are sure gonne freaked out AGAIN when they see me.

What's happening can someone tell me?


It's not only just painful, it's itchy too!

Please go away, please go away!

=(


******* UPDATE *******

Spreading to the lower lips :'(

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

.se-te-res.


*Mum loves taking close up pictures of me, doing random things, or just starring at the open air. She loves it even more when my skins are naked. DSLR is a must have.*


Stationed at office whole day. Was supposed to go for an appointment but someone screwed me for the second time.

Can't tell you how sick I am with this fella already.

Why am I putting up with all these crap?

Argh.


I'm s.t.r.e.s.s.e.d, sangat sangat stressed!

2 weeks plus then poooooooooooooooof, I'm gone.

I can't wait.

Monday, November 30, 2009

.Happy Monday.


*A few weeks ago*

I like this picture :)


Ps: Checked out big bro's blog just now and and, in his blog, he mentioned that his little girl is always sad and emo-ing.

Big brother, B's not always sad okay. I hate (understatement) it when somebody says that about me. This blog serves as an emotional output for me :)

Whenever I'm feeling 'something', I blogged about it. It's always how I feel, how I feel blah.

Seldom blog about outings, places, shopping, eatery, etc cause, I don't know. I seldom take pictures of them anyway. BUT it doesn't mean I stayed in the room and emo whole day long, having no life, etc, right? Just because I don't talk about it doesn't mean I'm dead, betul tak?

The long weekend.

Initially Mr S and myself wanted to go to Melaka, but he refused to stay there for a night. I though if we're not gonna stay there for at least a night, what's the point of going? I'm hopeless with direction, he's not familiar with the place, we're bound to get lost, and I really want to enjoy the day instead of rushing throughout.

In the end, we went makan makan instead.

We went places, all for the foooooooods, we shopped for groceries, we went to malls that we've never been to before, that's my weekend :)


On Friday, I woke up with a swollen lips. It get worst throughout and as days passes by. Thank God today (Monday) it's better and not swollen anymore.

Okay, Happy Monday :D


Pss: I need to shop for more pretty dresses! Mr S promised me 6 sets of perfumes :) Hahahaha, cheat, you cheater. On a serious note, my 7 days of work starts from this week. Gah. Looking forward though. Christmas holiday, scrapped :(


Get back to work B!

Ok ok. Bye.


Barcelona, I want youuuuuuuu..

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Just wanna share this.


A box full of kisses.

Once a man was infuriated with his 3-year old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, on Christmas morning, the little girl brought the gift to her father and said, "This is for you, Daddy." The man was embarrassed by his earlier reaction, but his anger flared again when he found that the box was empty. He yelled at her, "Don't you know what when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside?"

The little girl looked up at him as tears swelled in her eyes, "Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you." The father was crushed. He put his arms around the little girl, and begged for her forgiveness. A short time later, an accident took the life of the child. The father kept the gold box by his bed for many years; whenever he was discouraged he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of his child who put it there.

All of us have been given a gold container with unconditional love and kisses from our children, family members, friends and God. Always treasure the love that surrounds us.

Friday, November 27, 2009

boo!



Selamat Hari Raya :)

Long weekends, sweeeeeeet :D

B was asked to go to work tomorrow, but.. B's probably gonna skip that and head off to Melaka (or somewhere), hopefully Mr Siensien won't ffk me..

Otherwise it's dinner with Mr Shit! Nope, B's gonna ffk him =p

Argh, I love holidays.. Hopefully more to come?

Meanwhile, take care everyone! Drive safe.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

short update

Waiting, and it's not fun..

So I've decided to give up my upcoming holidays for personal investment.

Things are a little bit confusing at the moment though, have yet to finalize it.

From next week onwards, yours truly will most likely be working ever single days, weekend included.
I wonder how it'll be like. It sounded a little bit scary. Hopefully I can actually do it :D

I'm compiling a whole list of must dos etc for next year :p

Year end sales ;( /otta. Give up on this too. Don't buy because it's cheap. Buy only things that you need?

Bye. B's blogging from lil precious.


'Dreams seldom materialize on their own' - Dian Rossey

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

:)

Ok, B's not being unreasonable now.

Don't be scared, you can talk to me :)

Work has been really stressful. But really, I don't wanna talk about it.

Despite being said I'm an expressive person (which I don't think that I am), really, I just wanna be left alone in time of 'crisis'. Bleh.


Was in multiple meetings yesterday. I've finally found my drive again.


Shirley told me this:


Give yourself a chance. If you don't try you never know if it's gonna work for you.

Since you've already given yourself a chance, might as well work really hard in the meantime. If it really doesn't worked out in 3 months, then leave as you please.


I've known about this since forever, but it really does failed to motivate me. I'm feel lifeless and useless not accomplishing anything despite all the motivating/encouraging quotes!

They said, give it some time, etc, things will work out in the end, but I don't see it, ya know?

On top of that, this crazy fella has been arghhhhhh pissing me off day in and out!

All the wedding news makes me regret not getting in one too. You know, deep down inside I feel like I've made a wrong decision. Why do I wanna rush into it? Actually, those that know me would have known that I've always wanted to start a family at a young age, etc. Hence, it's not really rushing. As for the mate, as long as he sayang me right? The rest is not important. I can see that we clicked, and I feel so comfortable talking to him, like he's my soul mate, haha. I'm blinded I know, or maybe it's ilmu hitam. I don't know.

Now that we're not talking, it's actually killing me :( Like somethings missing. Like I have no one to lean on to now :(

Everything feels so right when I'm with him. (Though sometimes I questioned his sincerity)

What to do.


Move on B, just gotta keep moving on.

I suppose.

My flu has been terrible! Been a week. Yes, I take meds, only when someone remind me :) Haha, was lectured the other day for not taking care of myself, questioned bertubi-tubi!

Okay, promised will take care.


I'm so looking forward for Christmas!

Meanwhile B, be strong. As everything in life goes, no pain, no gain.